I'm going to do things differently this week. No bars with co-workers Tuesday and Thursday. No plans for the weekend but I might go out anyways for just one night. I'm going to try quitting smoking again Monday. Laying off the caffeine. No more leaving work early. Because I'll be saving so much time coming home on-time instead of staying out, I'm going to get up early, i.e. plug in my alarm clock that has been dormant since March. Guess what I'm going to do with some of my reclaimed time? Work out. Eat well. Cook dinners. Pre-prep lunches. Play with my kid. Enjoy my guild. I've spent a month now focusing on myself in the most self-destructive ways possible. I'd like to get myself back to early March when I was quitting smoking, kicking ass at work, regulating my personal schedule well and eagerly working out.